My life in plain text.

Im about to explode. I sit here and try to fix every other persons problems, that im just ignoring my own. now they are piled high; and i cant handle this. Im about to break down…

fml.

WOW. CRAZY last few months i should say. Well i’m not single anymore (its our 2 month anniversary today)♥; and hopefully don’t plan on being single for a while. It sucks. But i guess i should fill my readers on what Ive been doing…sorry its taken me too long to write. Ive just been busy. I moved out, yup i finally did it. I’m living on my own, with bills and everything. Nobody told me it was gonna be this hard. It seems like every pay check i get is gone in a matter of a day. Where does all this money go you ask? BILLS. yup, bills. Car bill, cable bill, internet bill, phone bill, credit card bill, rent, insurance. All on my own, its rough at times…but i wouldn’t want it any other way. Its shaping me into and adult..i’m growing up *tear*..LOL just kidding…but seriously. Coming from a girly girl that shops, and shops, and shops some more…to not being able to buy ANYTHING except things here and there for the new house…its like rehab. On top of that my car is a piece….complete junk. ugh. Lets see…what else..well ive been at my job next year on the 25th of next month:) pretty exciting. Thats bout it; ill check back in later when i can remember more :p

lovins & muffins’

Chante

Okay people, i don’t want to sound conceded or anything. But usually when i like someone (guy) they always show interest first, or after they find out. What is wrong with me…I’ve lost my spark..or something. And its REALLLLY irritating. I cant get to this guy to notice me worth my life, and it makes me want it more

GOD DAMMMITTT

Sorry y’all
I offically let everyone down by not writting into my not so personal journal.
I guess i should let you in on a few things that have gone down:

Dump the oh so fabulous boyfriend…
he thought it would be smart to text his ex ( the one ive bitched about so many times on here) when he was under my cell phone plan. What a retard. Back on the dating scene…and i can tell you right now, i don’t miss it. Who likes to go to bars, and house parties filled with drunk men that want ass and doesn’t know what to do in bed? meeee! not. SO i’ve been trying to get out of my lame town, to experience other things then eau sleezy. CITIES HOLLAA! It’s nice to be with new people, and not running into the same ol’ slut fest on water and downtown…yeah you know WHO you are. ugh. I can tell you the best way to get over someone you love is time, and cute guys. But mostly time. I know i know, people cope in different ways. But i had my ex calling me and texting me, eerrrday. ANNOYING. but yet it just makes it ten times harder to get over them. Well he moved to Iowa after i kicked him out. He had no where to go…and i didn’t even think twice about it..it takes months…years to build up trust, and i can be broken in a matter of seconds. So having the distance between us, made it easier. So other then that, things have been peachy. Been at my job for 6 months, going great. Have an offical crush..more to come on that :)

I’ll be in touch ♥

“Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do, will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, will never…never forget it.”

 Curtis Judalet quotes

Here is to the girl who waited all night for his call, only to check the caller ID in the morning and be disappointed.

Here is for the girl who made it through every breakup, dried her own tears, and moved on with her life, only to have him walk back months later like nothing had happened.

Here’s to the girl who took him back, hoping that he would be different this time—hoping that people really do change.

Here’s to the girl who believed everything that he said.

Here is to the girl who got dolled up, only to hear him say that he couldn’t see her today. 

Here’s for the girl who learned to settle for someone who didn’t treat her the way a girl should be treated.

So, here is to the girl who loved him more than words could say, and took him back no matter what happened because she couldn’t bear to look back on her life one day and wonder ‘what if’.

I HATE BOYS..BOY AND GIRL DRAMA..ALL DRAMA.

this is what i would like to do to you right now….

Where is my bottle of vodka?..

“It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.”

Thank you cinco de mayo…